Moving..

Hey all.. Rite now I'm taking a break from packing my stuff. Yes I'm moving away from KL. I just knew about it last Sunday, but it was a rumor only. On Tuesday evening, it is confirmed that everyone in this hotel, must move out by end of this month. Yes, end of this month.It was a very short notice. Me and my brother don't have anywhere to stay except at our parents house in Tg. Malim. But it'll take hours for us to go to college, especially me who have classes every single day except weekends. Dear Allah, please help me this semester. It's been a tough semester for me. Please Allah, I'm praying for you..

Tons of problems occur but I hope I can get through it patiently..Insyaallah

A Few Meaningful Short Story

A boy came up to me and gave me a teddy bear when I was six on valentines day.I laughed and said "Why don't you give it to me in ten years." He said "It's okay, I can wait."10 years passed, and I received the same teddy bear with a note saying "I waited for ten years, and I still love you."

Today, I was feeling really down about myself.I told my boyfriend how I hated my flat chest and felt ugly. He pulled me into his arms and said, "Well I like it. Because then nothing gets in the way when I hold you."

My first boyfriend broke up with me last weekend.My older brother brought me food and tissues the next day even though he hardly ever comes to my house. He looked me straight in the eye and said, "Do I need to beat him up for you?"

A couple days ago my best friend gave me a balloon.It was weird, but I thanked him and brought it home. That night, my 4 year old sister was playing with it, when she accidentally popped it. At that moment, I saw a flash of silver. I looked to the ground in awe and saw a ring, along with a note asking me to go to prom with him.

I am a third grade teacher.Most kids come in with notes or messages written by their mothers in their lunch sacks. One little girl's dad left, and her mother abuses drugs. But her 12 year old brother never fails to write "I love you" on her brown paper bag.

I was at my grandma's house and I found an old photo album.It was of her and my grandfather from when they began dating to the last years they shared together before he died. As the pictures progressed, it was clear to see that my grandfather was just falling more in love with my grandmother as they got older.

I was on the bus on my way to the mall, when a homeless man sat next to me. He saw that I was looking at the bouquet of flowers he held, and told me that they were for his wife because today is her birthday. As he got off the bus, he walked into the cemetery and placed the flowers on his wife's grave.

When I was 17, my mother died of a brain tumour. As I cried after the funeral in a secluded area, my best friend found me. He frowned and said, "People aren't supposed to look beautiful when they cry. How do you do it?"

lalala~~~

chubby me

okay~ i'm damn bored right now at the library. just now i had a tutorial session with ms azim n mr eidlan..i dunno why, just now i was damn blurrrrrr.. haiyo~~ pity them need to entertain me a bit.. really sorry my dear lecturers..

Not Feeling Well (again)

Okay~ dah few days saya sakit..

Bila nak sembuh pun xtaw.

Doakan la ek saya sembuh cepat..

TQ~

Kittens on slide

New Version of Papparazi

Should I?

When I was in the plane from Kuching to KL last monday..On the time we took off, I cried. yup I cried. I remember about Rizal. I dunno. Things just happen.. Maybe, owh naah~ I dont want to make any assumption abt what I felt that time.. If u read this Rizal, it's nothing.. It's not 'that' feeling, don't worry :)

I'm goin to miss those times in Kuching.tq~ <3

Maybe It's the First n The Last..But Very Meaningful..

Okay, i know it's been a while..hehe.. Sorry all~ Been very busy lately.. Right now I'm in Kuching, Sarawak with my foundation's n diploma's friends. I love it here. Okay the thing which is related to the title goes like this.....

Yeah I'm in Kuching, so I'm very excited to see Rizal, Faizal's twin brother. I donno why. Maybe because the last time we met was in 2008, when we used to work in Sushi King together. At first, we arrange to meet at my hotel which is Harbor View Hotel at 8. But then me n my friends went to Waterfront to have our dinner. I change the venue with Rizal. Lastly we met at the other side of the waterfront..

At first, I saw it was Faizal. Seriously. I miss Faizal at that moment. *sigh* We talked and talked..Lesser and lesser because we don't know what to talk. Later after he took me to the water front, he sent me back to my hotel. We took a picture. The way he smile, I remember about Faizal. Then on midnight, I remembered that i already bought him something. So I text him n we met at the hotel's lobby. It's just a lollipop. But it's cute. He took it n he left.

yeah they are twins. i can't stop thinking about Faizal that time. I dunno why.. But readers, don't misinterpret that i still have feelings towards Faizal n abandon Taufiq. No I'm not. It's just a feeling sorta 'yeah I remember when we use to be together'...

Thank you so much Rizal 

 He can smile! XD