Hate That I Love You So

I love you..

I love you not..

I love you..

I love you not..

I love you..

I love you not..

I love you..

I love you not..

I love you..

I love you not..

I hate you for making me love you 

buhbye my dearie friend

Kenduri tawen ^,^

lalala~~best woo nasi minyak kat rumah Zafran td..huhu lyke3~ nk + ag malu.. ag pun ramai org nk ddk kn. so xp la bg la pluang kt dorg.. sian~ cam teringin gle nk tgk pengantin.. sowie le xpnh tgk pengantin live. tp cm td, lme gle kot.. so lepak la kt umah Mus. ktorg tgk j dr jauh~~

lepak kt umah Mus lme gk la. well yeah sembang2 psl masing2. lme xjmp kan, mcm2 la cte kua.. huhu. bru kul 6 mama da soh lek. awl ny~ kate ny da mlm. tp klo kt kl, mlm ak start kul 10. hehe.

lek umah on9 sat, ttdo dpn pc. yela xtdo kn, tu le akibat ny..eheh~ xp2..asal kn fb ku sentiase di update.haha

Thrill!!

OMIGOSH!! i'm damn thrill right now..i found out new stuff about blog.and damn excited to update my blog... but i'll do it a bit by bit..later on i'll tell everyone about my pwetty blog..love it!!

Finaly!!

Finally I manage to pass my JPJ test..yay~~~
Ready or not here I come!!!

09/09/09 -> my fav num as well as my horrible day

ok.. First if all, I'm very pissed rite now.. Pagi td de JPJ test.. To b short I fail both.. Naek bkt xheran sgt.. Yg skt ati mse kat jln.. 'Luckily' my supervisor was a women (d worst among all).. Blom pape dy da sound.. Aish panas tol ati.. Ak pown menjawab la (hm i thnk xptt kot).. Later, she started to find my fault.. Weyh hello!!! Tolong la memahami. Pe la mslh dy nk cr slh org. Ak xslh p slhkn.. Ble da bgg sgt cius bwat trok gle.. Argh lantak la markah tu.. Tengok2 dpt 12/20.. Huhu. Xkesah la...

Bek p cls drpd p JPJ td..hm xpsl2 de byk hw.. Xske ny~~~ Maybe I'm not well prepared coz I only spent 5 n a half hours with d car.. Spatotny, min 10 jam.. Tp,tah la.. Xp3. T nk wt xtra 10 hours... I don't care.. I don't want to fail again.. Fail once is enough for me.. If Uncle Sugu xmo bwk, xp.. I have my fwens' car n Papa's car.. Papa pown da offer ble free bwk kete 2.. Hm cius d 2nd time xmo fail lagi.. N hopefully xdpt JPJ pmpn lg..

Weng weng weng~

Today I will go to LKW~
waa cius xsaba nk blaja..
Finally my holiday has ended..
Alhamdulillah..
New task begin, new lyfe begin :)

10 deadly hours :s

1st hours, 17th July 2009
Hm 1st time bwk kete~ ble mle msk kete, Uncle Sugu soh pkai belt, btlkn seat sme2 2 la kn. Ps2 dy soh tkn clutch.. Guess wt, my leg shaking lke hell.. Haha. Cz I was damn freaking out. Dy kte 'u r my 1st stdnt,blm ape2 lg kki da goyang'.. Haha. Ps2 ktorg pusing2 la tok sejam. Xsmpi 30 mins bwk kete, da bwk 70 km/h.. Kinda crazy aite? 1st timer bwk 70km/h trus.. Then I made an emergency brake at d traffic light. Sbb lmbt sgt tkn break, jd emrgncy brke la plk. Luckily x trcmpk kua crmn. Uncle Sugu best la, we chat a lot.. Can't wait for my 2nd hour n so on~

2nd hour, 18th July 2009
I'm soo excited to drive a car today.. Then I drove to d big road, cius cuak~ Then p kt traffic light besa. Waa ciusly cuak gle. Then suddenly mse lmpu da ijo, kete mati!!! Cuak gle~ Luckily there was no car behind me. Haha. Funny meh~ Then we took d road infront of Kjo, make a u-turn ( love it!! ) then heading back to our origin. Later we go to the 2nd route. Msk kg mne tah xtaw ( frankly to say, I'm not used about Tg. Malim ).. Then heading back to IMK. Yg plg xthn, kete mti 4x. 2x kt IMK, kt trfc lght n kt kg one each.. Last round, llu route 1st. Bru j bwk kete xsmpi 2 jm, da wt corner tjm, gle tol.. Ble kt IMK, Uncle Sugu soh drive lek umh. Waa gle freaking out. Then smpg nk msk TBB, g bnt kete - murkalah dy.. Ble nk msk smpg kt umh lk, bnt lg. Kete da byk da kt blkg, cuak gle. Dy soh msk g2, p msk g4.. Mmg trbaek la Dewi. Smpi umh dgn slmt~ Alhamdulillah..

3rd hour, 19th July 2009
Nothing much hpnd today. P ec myk kt ulu bernam.. Then lek IMK g nek bkt, wt 3 point turn n parking.. 2 j la. Nek bkt agk fail lg la kn. Haha. Cz kete slu mti ble da kt ats 2. Haha. Mse wt 3 point turn, tiang de 1 jth. Tp parking xd la. Skali 2 jth. Kete bwk td 2, stereng dy krs gle!! Cius gne sepenuh tnge nk pusing bg abes. Huhu. Da promise kt Taufiq yg xkn bwk lbh 50km/h rini. Smpi 50km/h pn x. Hehe. Then mse lek umh, kete mti kt smpg TBB cz xtkn clutch. Haha.. 2 j la. Esok xpst de ke x. T Uncle Sugu call~ :)

4th hour, 23rd July 2009
Hm smpi2, wt la bkt, 3 point turn n parking 4 5 rounds.. Cius kki nek kebas ble wt 5 round 2. Then p msk jln r lps da abes. Mse msk jln 2, xdpt rse clutch lgsg cz kki kebas gle~ Cius nk mti tme 2, berserah j le. Then p route b. P amek org kt ketoyong.. Mse nk stop 2 xtaw le npe ngong sgt tkn break tp xtkn clutch.. Haha. Mse kt simpang masjid, belok kri la kn. Then ttbe de kete lju dr arh dpn nk msk jln 2 gk. 1 g bnd yg 'pandai' sgt wt. P jln straight dlu, then bu belok kiri. Haha. Mcm bwk treler nk kne amek jln jauh2. Then p IMK, ps2 drive lek umh. Mse kt simpang TBB, cius lju gle smpi amek jln org. Seb bek xd kete. Uncle Sugu cm makin cuak j etme ak bwk kete. Haha. Rini cm kne mrh slu la psl slh gear n lju sgt mse belok.. Hm~

5th hour (30 mins act), 4th September 2009
Well, 1st tyme dtg lmbt.. Hehe. Nie sme psl ktm la p delay sejam.. Cuak gle mmle nk bwk cz da lme xbwk.. Then p msk jln sat. Ps2 wt bukit n parking.. Huhu. Best j ari ni. Ilek gle wt. Xd la struggle sgt.. Then kak Rani kte 'aik Kencana, happy nampak'.. Well yeah I'm.. Hehe.2 j la rini.. Esok kul 7 pagi.. Mak aih awl gle~~

6th hour, 5th September 2009
Pagi2 da kne mai IMK. Kul 715 cm2 da strt bwk kete.. Just nek trun bkt, parking bla3 then msk jln.. Nothing happen today.. Just bwk cm bse j la.. Ps2 abeskn baya RM600 n then pulang~

7th hour,22nd September 2009
Hm bu lek dr kl..Then drive kejap j.. Act I can drive.. Tp ri2 kn gado ngn jpj 2..huhu.. Hopefully ethg gonna b fine tomorrow :D

Boss for life~

you try and play me
but it does not hurt
i already know that all guys are jerks
you like to play with our minds
you like to steal our hearts
but some girls were just too smart
you think you are a player
it could be true
but karmas a bitch and it'll get back to you
you can't hurt this boss
cuz I fear no man
shit I finally understand
you can't get nowhere in life if you stay true
shit guys are my roll models
ask your homies why I played you

Home sweet home??

Hm bosan ny~ ble nk smbg blaja neyh..
Nek muak dok umh..
Bosan sgt2~
Nk hang out pn da xtaw nk g mne
Ble xdok umh,tringin dok umh
Tp xd la lme sgt~
sobs

My Sunshine..

Only two persons know who is my sunshine is..
Taufiq and I
I really love my sunshine..
Please come back T-T
I know you are still there

But those feelings are gone..
I'm no longer waiting for my sunshine..
Because my sunshine, is me, myself..
Not you.

I'm my own sunshine

What do we want from a friend

That is a question we often will ask.
And, what do we need from a friend?
Loyalty, we know that is true.
But, is that enough in the end?

We know there must be trust
So secrets we can safely share.
And, when we are sad and hurt
That someone is there to care.

We want a friend to feel our joy
When happiness comes our way.
When we complete a difficult core.
It's cheering friend that "makes or day".

We want to know there will be a hand
Held out to us when trouble brings on fear.
When everything in life feels so empty
We need to feel their spirit hover near.

But, along with all the rest of these,
It must include a special kind of love.
Hard to explain, but, one that you know
Comes as a blessing from heaven above.

So, if you have found a special one
Who shares these things with you,
Make sure your words are always kind
And deeds are helpful that you do.

While friendship bonds may feel strong
They are also very fragile, it is true.
A thoughtless word, an unkind deed,
And a friends heart can be broken by you.

Footprints..

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand : one belonging to him and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened the very lowest and saddest time of his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand when I needed You most You would leave me. "

The Lord replies "My precious, precious child. I love you and I would never leave you during your time of suffering when you see only one set of footprints. It was then that I carried you."

Try this if u r bored :)

Take your time and see if you can read each line loud without a mistake. The average person can't

This is this cat
This is is cat
This is how cat
This is to cat
This is keep cat
This is a cat
This is retard cat
This is busy cat
This is for cat
This is forty cat
This is seconds cat

Now go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the top and I betcha you can't resist passing it on!

Just realise..

Td pg nek tren dr kl nk lek Perak.. Nmpk la de 1 famly nie.. Comel la. De parents, ank de 3; 2 lki sorg pmpn.. Ble tren da nk grk, si ayah kua dr tren. Sedih sgt tgk dorg. Si ayah terpakse tglkn famly dy, tp xtaw la tuk pe. Cm xprasan, ttbe air mte trn. Tgk mke si ayah 2, sian sgt. Mke dy cius xnk tglkn famly dy. Mb dy de hl pntg kot kt kl. Mse dy cium dahi isteri dy la rse plg touching. Yela terpakse tgl kn isteri yg dicintai.

I really3 hope that one day if I got marrried with someone I truly love, we'll not be apart from each other for a long time. I've been through 3 long-distance relationship. And I don't want to add the number again. Sometimes I think, distance is not a barrier in having a relationship. It could be wrong, it could be right. Especially in my last relationship, I think distance is one of the factor why we ended up like this. Just a simple text message saying everything is over.

But I still have faith in us.. Only if you knew how I feel.
I miss you..

Just Friends?

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think?
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end..

In The Making Of 'Memory'

Dear friends,
How's your life?
It's been a while since I heard you laughed,
I, sometimes, dream of us, so clearly,
In this making of 'memory'.

Our past days surely are beautiful.
The things keep our memory books so full,
The things we left unchanged are so many,
In this making of 'memory'.

Dear friends,
Where have you been?
Our day, our time,
Do you still have that memory?
We live our lives now, differently,
We are, but for making of another 'memory'..

p/s : miss u a lot :'(

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Never Kiss A Guy

Never kiss a guy whose eyes are green;
He'll kiss you once and make you want to scream!

Never kiss a guy whose eyes are brown;
He'll kiss you once and turn around!

Never kiss a guy whose eyes are black;
He'll kiss you once and turn his back!

But kiss a guy whose eyes are blue;
He'll kiss you once and ask for two!

Typical Malaysian??

Few days before, I saw a guy plucking up flowers which were not his...
Omg!He took almost a plastic full of it..
Is this what we want to show to the world??
hm think again..
Are we really deserve to be a Malaysian??
Or is it just printed in our ic..??

We only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain...

We can't blame others when love dwindless away

For we know from the start it never promised to stay

It's just one of those things where the stakes are high
And sometimes it's forever,sometimes it's good-bye

When you love the right way,you will never lose
No matter what path life may force you to choose

You may end up with tears or a broken heart
But you know what you signed up for from the start

You can only give what you've got to give
And if that's not enough,then you must continue to live

Life will go on and broken heart will heal
You must continue on your quest,for that's the deal

Throw you heart into life and never stall
For the greater risk is to risk nothing at all

You see,love is the only thing that we know
That can be divided and divided but continue to grow

And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart
Just because life may have forced two people apart

We will continue to love and continue to lose
We will continue to pick and continue to choose

And then one day we well just risk it all
Take the chains for our hearts and dismantle the wall

The last time we love will be the forever
And never again will our hearts be forced to saver

We'll never have doubts that it'll go away
Because this time,it'll be here to stay

But until then we must endure all the pain
For we only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain...

Take time to read this,you'll never regret..

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord,your soul to keep...

If I knew it would be the last time
I's hear your voice lifted up in phraise
I would record each action and words
So I could play them back after day...

If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say I love you
Instead of assuming you would know I do...

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more
So I can just let this I slip away...

For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight
And we can always get a second chance
To make everything just right...

There will always another day
To say I love you and certainly
There's always chance to say our
"Anything I could do?"

But just in case I might be wrong
And today is all I get
I'd like to say how much I love you
And hope we will never forget...

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone
Young or old alike
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight...

So if you're waiting for tomorrow
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes
You'll surely regret the day...

That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile,a hug or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone
What turned out to be their one last wish...

So hold you love one's close today
And whisper to his/her ears
Tell him/her how much you love him/her
And that you'll always hold them dear...

Take the time to say "I'm sorry", "please forgive me",
"thank you" or "it's okay"
And if tomorrow never comes
You'll have no regret about today...

Nape ek??

Klo kte heartbroken,
npe kte tend to listen to heartbroken songs??
bkn lg heartbroken ke klo kte dgr lgu cm2??

Npe ek kne de org yg heartbroken??
Cm lgu Nickelback,if everyone cared..

If everyone cared, no body cried
If everyone loved, no body lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died...

Npe de org yg smpi ati wt org len heartbroken??
Npe de yg sgp tgk org sdh??
Npe dorg selfish sgt??
Npe dorg xpk prasaan org len??
Npe, npe n npe??

Kn bgs klo sme org hpy j...
Xd org yg sdh2...
Esp sum1 who gave their heart fully to their lovers...



It's all because of their heart, their feelings..
Is it wrong to have those feelings??
Feeling to care, to love n to share??
Is it so hard for someone to give those kind of things??

This is not what I want..
This is not what I wish for..
This is not what I hope for..

I hope I can turn back the time..
Times when we were very happy..
Happy being together..

But I know I can't turn back the time..
I know it was only our memories..
Memories which will fade one day..

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Bandung~

Hey there.. It's me again. Who else. Just came back from Bandung~ So tired.. Should get some rest after I write this blog.. I try to write what I've been doing for the past 9 days when I was in Bandung..

Hm my flight to Bandung should be take-off on 1850 on the 22nd of April.. But as you guys know, Air Asia always delay their flight. Luckily my flight was delayed less than 30 mins. What a relief when I sat on the non-comfy-but-have-to-sit chair..huhu.. Mama and I sat quiet far from each other because we booked our ticket differently.. I got sit number 10E, kot.. A lady beside me asked me whether is there anyone sit on my right. When I said no, the stewardess came to me and said "permisi mbak, kalo mbak ngensot ke sana ngak papa kan?".. It means that I can sit at the window..yippie!! But,well it's not my luck.. Still I can't see the beauty of night life in Sepang because what I can see was just the wing of the plane.. Adeiyh.. The lady who asked me just now, refused to sit next to me because her mom said "ey banyak lagi seat yg kosong. duduk je la kat mane2.." haha. I can conquer all three seats (but I'm not that fat tho to conquer all the seats.. For the first time in my life I didn't sleep inside the plane because I was reading Where Rainbow Ends.. It was a fascinating novel, but I don't really like the ending.. Arrived at Bandung, took a cab which cost us Rp60k or may be Rp40k and heading straight to Sarijadi Baru where my aunt live.. Tired night..

My sister, Iwie, came to our aunt's house in the afternoon the next day..yay!! Than we went to Hanamasa at Jalan Dago. Her friends already started eating. Hanamasa is a restaurant where they only offer buffet n dine in ONLY.. It's not like typical restaurant. We take what we like and either boil it or place them on fire for BBQ.. I noticed they place 'Ambil yang mana anda suka, habiskan mana yang anda ambil.' Well most of us just take what we like but didn't finish it.. Luckily I finished everything that I took that afternoon.. Iwie's friend brought tom yam paste to put inside the boiled water.. Only our table have tom yam..haha. Lucky me. The place is nice, the food must be nice too but I was full but 'x puas' cause, well it's Japanese food and I can't be really full eating Japanese food. Next, my sister and I went to Bandung Indah Plaza,BIP (x indah pown) to meet her friends to take our money where they already changed the currency of our money for us.. Went to Jco and bought Mango Smoothies. Then took angkot to Sarijadi Baru. About 8 we were heading to Jatinangor where I'll be staying for the rest of week there..

On Friday we didn't go out much. Iwie bought us some nasi goreng from Dian near her kosan and for dinner we ate at Jatos (Jatinangor Town Square).. We ate mee ayam bakso at Es Teler. I really love to drink es teler although I hate the avocado. Went back to the kosan and I was online till late..

I woke up quiet late on Saturday morning. We should leave Jatinangor at 6 am but I took my shower at 6 am.Haha.. Baguih tol. Went to take Ibu (my aunt) at Sarijadi Baru and went straight to Jakarta!! I slept in the car and Iwie took my pic..haha. The first creature we met was Brownies. Brownies is Bunda's (my 2nd aunt) dog. I love him sho3 much because he's cery cute. I met Yangti (grandma) and also Mbak Angie,cousins..She just came back from studying in US. She's HOT. When all of Ibu's stuff were place inside the house, mama, Iwie and I went to Taman Mini 'Indonesia Indah' or TMII. I thought the park was similar with the one in Malaysia.. Erm at Air Keroh, Melaka.. But I was wrong, TOTALLY!!! The park was huge, very3 huge. It have every type of house of every ethnic in Indonesia. But I just went to Kabupaten Jambi, Palembang, Bali, Jogjakarta and another one I didn't remember la..Haha. But the most magnificent house was the one by the Palembang's people. I think it's not a house, it's a mansion. Because the finishing touch of the wood was by gold..yeah GOLD!! Rich people deserve that.. But if it were in Malaysia, you know what will happen to the house. It'll be rob by robbers of course.. Then we went to Citos to buy my fav bread.. It have chocolate n cheese inside it. we had our lunch at Secret Recipe. My sister and I ate Tom Yum Kung. We really love it. Headed back to Bunda's. My cousin came with his 4 months old pregnant wife named Hani. She is cute, I like her. We ate our dinner and went back to Jatinangor. But this time Yangti followed us, not to Jatinanngor, but to Sarijadi Baru. Later on, we went back to Iwie's room....

Sunday was just as tired as saturday.. I thought I can eat nasi kuning at paun (pasar unpad) but they change they venue that day...waaa so sad. When Iwie finished her game, she bought us fried rice from Dian. Later we went to Pasar Baru. We bought food (of course), some clothes and I bought batik sarung..haha. We went back to Jatinangor by Damri. When we arrived at Jatinangot, the rain was heavy and there were flood everywhere. Unluckily for Iwie, her flip flop got washed away by the flood but she managed to get it back..haha..

On Monday, I followed Mama and Yangti to Bandung. We went to the Post Office to collect Allahyarham Yangkong's pensiun..We went to Tabitha's, Ibu already book some loaf of bread. Mama said the bread is nice. But for me, it's just some typical bread. Huhu. The best part was when we went to Kartika Sari Jalan Dago.. Finally I can eat durian ice cream.. Yay!!! Although the price is just the same as Baskin Robbin's, but it was really3 delicious. Iwie was very jealous because for several times she went there bur the durian ice cream aren't available. For the whole trip I just think about Rizal. Not because I miss him so much. It was because the driver's voice is just the same as his. Haha what a coincidence.. Later after we sent Yangti to Ibu's house, we went to Jatinangor with Damri.

Tuesday and Wednesday were booriiiiiiiiiiiiiiing... Because I just stay at home doing nothing except surfing the net, watched some DVD, eat and sleep.. hm no wonder I gain some weight here. Haha. Mama already went back to Malaysia on Wednesday morning.. BOSAN..bosan..BOSAN..bosan..aish~

On Thursday, Iwie and I went to Bandung with Damri. She need to go to Hasan Salikin Hospital first because her lecturer asked she and her classmate/batchmate to go there. She said they went to the blood laboratory where they do whatever stuff with the blood. From the hospital, I went alone to Ibu's house while waiting Iwie finish her so-called-class.. It was my first time taking the angkot alone.. But I managed to arrive at Ibu's in one piece. Haha. I ate my breakfast and continue my sleep.ahaks. About 1130 Iwie arrive, but I still continue my sleep. About 1230 we went to Gramedia BIP. I bought some Indonesian novels and wrappers. Next, we went to a gift shop to buy a box for Iwie's bf,Man. Bla3. We went to Jalan Dago to buy Man's present. I bought a really cute PJ. Then we went back to Jatinangor after Iwie found a nice shirt for Man. In Jatinangor, we ate at KFC Jatos. Iwie ate spaghetti and I ate bento. Went back home with ojeg. Lepak-lepak with Iwie for the last night because my flight to Malaysia was on Friday afternoon.sobs3~`

Woke up quiet late..haha malas tol.. Pack whatever stuff left. Then I ride the cab alone to Bandara. Pak Supir used different road to Bandara but still we manage to arrive there. Luckily for me, my luggage just weight 13.56kg... The lightest luggage I brought home from Indonesia in my history. wahkahkah. Unluckily for a couple in front of me was because they need to pay 560k for their extra luggage..kesian~ Like usual, Air Asia flight always, i repeat ALWAYS get delayed. I reached LCCT around 430 pm and go straight to KL Central via Air Asia bus. At first I thought I want to take a train back to Tg. Malim but I was so tired and I asked my Mum to pick me up at KL Central instead. Around 1030 pm we arrived safely at Tg. Malim..

A. E. I. O. U. by Ahli Fiqir feat Eliza

Satu Dua dan Tiga
Langkah demi selangkah
Jatuh dan bangun semula
Hei..Hei..Yeah..

Aku engkau dan kamu
Sentiasa selalu
Kita sama saling
Sedia bahu ke bahu

Mari..cari tempat bersinggah
Ayuh..cari tempat berteduh
Usah susah terlalu jauh

Satu Dua dan Tiga
Menghitung dan mengira
A..B..C..D..
Membaca dan mengeja

Meniti usia
Mengenal dunia

A..Tunggu dahulu
E
I
O..Belum ku mahu
U..Mungkin ku perlu

A..E..I..O

A..E..I..O..U
Kan ku beri tahu..

A..Ambil la iktibar
E..Elakkan musibah
I..Ingat pesan orang tua
O..Optimistik
U..Usaha sepenuh daya

Usah mudah putus asa
Rajin berusaha
Pasti kita akan berjaya

The book was never closed...

While the beautiful fairy tale was ending,
the princess realized a sad one awaiting...

All her previous suffering was just the start,
the beginning of the ending, but that was not the hard part...

The prince knew he was torturing her, still he kept
breaking what he already broke more and more thinking it was right...

As the little pieces..memories were being vanished
cherishing them and ending the story with them, she wanted...

She closed the story book with a smile on her face,
promising she will remember the precious moments...

Fading away he allowed her, easily destroying her spirit,
losing her he chose, coldly letting her fall apart...

But that was not enough, he needed her back,
because of his selfishness, he re-opened the book...

Not to replace the ending with a happy one as he promised,
but to cruelly torn apart the few papers that she kept...

Still he wants her to be his, to play with her or throw her away,
that does not matter, what matter is that she is his...

Why wasn’t he there when she need him?
Why does he enjoys her suffering?
Why does he pretend to love her?
Why can’t he stop and leave her alone?

He was her everything, He is still her everything
He is the unforgettable according to her...

She feels, hollow, used, dead, left with sorrow and agonizing
Now she has the story book but with a torturing ending...

She can not close the book now, she can not neglect her pain,
The end will forever be opened, as she will forever be broken...

She no more has anything to give,
she no more wants anything but not to live...

But when she thinks again
This is not the end of the world for her.

She must continue her life for that the quest,
Although her heart was broken twice by mr. who-he-think-he’s-always-right,

She must continue what she had started.
Because she knew he's not the only reason for her to live

She have her family, her friends..
Who always support her in whatever she did..

Broken heart do heal, although it takes time..
The prince was only part of the book which had been erased

The princess will wait until her Prince Charming come to rescue her..
Till then she'll find the pursuit of happiness..

Door to Hope Door to Love

Tears are rolling down my face
I need you here in this place
I thought you loved me I thought you knew
That together it would just be us two

It broke my heart to hear you say
You love me in a different way
The pain I feel is something strong
It was all my fault whatever I did wrong

The way you make me feel is something more
When you came into my life you opened me a new door
A door to freedom
A door to happiness
A door to love

But now I need a door for hope
Hoping that it will go back to how it used to be
You and me
A connection so deep
A connection so strong
A relationship that would last so long

Who's going to be there to make it right
Who's going to be there to hold me tight
Who's going to be there to make me feel ok
I guess now it's all your say is??



p/s : I found this poem when I was cleaning my room. I don't know where I took it but just want to share with you guys out there.. I do love poem.huhu..

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