Just realise..

Td pg nek tren dr kl nk lek Perak.. Nmpk la de 1 famly nie.. Comel la. De parents, ank de 3; 2 lki sorg pmpn.. Ble tren da nk grk, si ayah kua dr tren. Sedih sgt tgk dorg. Si ayah terpakse tglkn famly dy, tp xtaw la tuk pe. Cm xprasan, ttbe air mte trn. Tgk mke si ayah 2, sian sgt. Mke dy cius xnk tglkn famly dy. Mb dy de hl pntg kot kt kl. Mse dy cium dahi isteri dy la rse plg touching. Yela terpakse tgl kn isteri yg dicintai.

I really3 hope that one day if I got marrried with someone I truly love, we'll not be apart from each other for a long time. I've been through 3 long-distance relationship. And I don't want to add the number again. Sometimes I think, distance is not a barrier in having a relationship. It could be wrong, it could be right. Especially in my last relationship, I think distance is one of the factor why we ended up like this. Just a simple text message saying everything is over.

But I still have faith in us.. Only if you knew how I feel.
I miss you..

Just Friends?

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think?
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end..

In The Making Of 'Memory'

Dear friends,
How's your life?
It's been a while since I heard you laughed,
I, sometimes, dream of us, so clearly,
In this making of 'memory'.

Our past days surely are beautiful.
The things keep our memory books so full,
The things we left unchanged are so many,
In this making of 'memory'.

Dear friends,
Where have you been?
Our day, our time,
Do you still have that memory?
We live our lives now, differently,
We are, but for making of another 'memory'..

p/s : miss u a lot :'(

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Never Kiss A Guy

Never kiss a guy whose eyes are green;
He'll kiss you once and make you want to scream!

Never kiss a guy whose eyes are brown;
He'll kiss you once and turn around!

Never kiss a guy whose eyes are black;
He'll kiss you once and turn his back!

But kiss a guy whose eyes are blue;
He'll kiss you once and ask for two!

Typical Malaysian??

Few days before, I saw a guy plucking up flowers which were not his...
Omg!He took almost a plastic full of it..
Is this what we want to show to the world??
hm think again..
Are we really deserve to be a Malaysian??
Or is it just printed in our ic..??

We only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain...

We can't blame others when love dwindless away

For we know from the start it never promised to stay

It's just one of those things where the stakes are high
And sometimes it's forever,sometimes it's good-bye

When you love the right way,you will never lose
No matter what path life may force you to choose

You may end up with tears or a broken heart
But you know what you signed up for from the start

You can only give what you've got to give
And if that's not enough,then you must continue to live

Life will go on and broken heart will heal
You must continue on your quest,for that's the deal

Throw you heart into life and never stall
For the greater risk is to risk nothing at all

You see,love is the only thing that we know
That can be divided and divided but continue to grow

And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart
Just because life may have forced two people apart

We will continue to love and continue to lose
We will continue to pick and continue to choose

And then one day we well just risk it all
Take the chains for our hearts and dismantle the wall

The last time we love will be the forever
And never again will our hearts be forced to saver

We'll never have doubts that it'll go away
Because this time,it'll be here to stay

But until then we must endure all the pain
For we only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain...

Take time to read this,you'll never regret..

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord,your soul to keep...

If I knew it would be the last time
I's hear your voice lifted up in phraise
I would record each action and words
So I could play them back after day...

If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say I love you
Instead of assuming you would know I do...

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more
So I can just let this I slip away...

For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight
And we can always get a second chance
To make everything just right...

There will always another day
To say I love you and certainly
There's always chance to say our
"Anything I could do?"

But just in case I might be wrong
And today is all I get
I'd like to say how much I love you
And hope we will never forget...

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone
Young or old alike
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight...

So if you're waiting for tomorrow
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes
You'll surely regret the day...

That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile,a hug or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone
What turned out to be their one last wish...

So hold you love one's close today
And whisper to his/her ears
Tell him/her how much you love him/her
And that you'll always hold them dear...

Take the time to say "I'm sorry", "please forgive me",
"thank you" or "it's okay"
And if tomorrow never comes
You'll have no regret about today...

Nape ek??

Klo kte heartbroken,
npe kte tend to listen to heartbroken songs??
bkn lg heartbroken ke klo kte dgr lgu cm2??

Npe ek kne de org yg heartbroken??
Cm lgu Nickelback,if everyone cared..

If everyone cared, no body cried
If everyone loved, no body lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died...

Npe de org yg smpi ati wt org len heartbroken??
Npe de yg sgp tgk org sdh??
Npe dorg selfish sgt??
Npe dorg xpk prasaan org len??
Npe, npe n npe??

Kn bgs klo sme org hpy j...
Xd org yg sdh2...
Esp sum1 who gave their heart fully to their lovers...



It's all because of their heart, their feelings..
Is it wrong to have those feelings??
Feeling to care, to love n to share??
Is it so hard for someone to give those kind of things??

This is not what I want..
This is not what I wish for..
This is not what I hope for..

I hope I can turn back the time..
Times when we were very happy..
Happy being together..

But I know I can't turn back the time..
I know it was only our memories..
Memories which will fade one day..

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Bandung~

Hey there.. It's me again. Who else. Just came back from Bandung~ So tired.. Should get some rest after I write this blog.. I try to write what I've been doing for the past 9 days when I was in Bandung..

Hm my flight to Bandung should be take-off on 1850 on the 22nd of April.. But as you guys know, Air Asia always delay their flight. Luckily my flight was delayed less than 30 mins. What a relief when I sat on the non-comfy-but-have-to-sit chair..huhu.. Mama and I sat quiet far from each other because we booked our ticket differently.. I got sit number 10E, kot.. A lady beside me asked me whether is there anyone sit on my right. When I said no, the stewardess came to me and said "permisi mbak, kalo mbak ngensot ke sana ngak papa kan?".. It means that I can sit at the window..yippie!! But,well it's not my luck.. Still I can't see the beauty of night life in Sepang because what I can see was just the wing of the plane.. Adeiyh.. The lady who asked me just now, refused to sit next to me because her mom said "ey banyak lagi seat yg kosong. duduk je la kat mane2.." haha. I can conquer all three seats (but I'm not that fat tho to conquer all the seats.. For the first time in my life I didn't sleep inside the plane because I was reading Where Rainbow Ends.. It was a fascinating novel, but I don't really like the ending.. Arrived at Bandung, took a cab which cost us Rp60k or may be Rp40k and heading straight to Sarijadi Baru where my aunt live.. Tired night..

My sister, Iwie, came to our aunt's house in the afternoon the next day..yay!! Than we went to Hanamasa at Jalan Dago. Her friends already started eating. Hanamasa is a restaurant where they only offer buffet n dine in ONLY.. It's not like typical restaurant. We take what we like and either boil it or place them on fire for BBQ.. I noticed they place 'Ambil yang mana anda suka, habiskan mana yang anda ambil.' Well most of us just take what we like but didn't finish it.. Luckily I finished everything that I took that afternoon.. Iwie's friend brought tom yam paste to put inside the boiled water.. Only our table have tom yam..haha. Lucky me. The place is nice, the food must be nice too but I was full but 'x puas' cause, well it's Japanese food and I can't be really full eating Japanese food. Next, my sister and I went to Bandung Indah Plaza,BIP (x indah pown) to meet her friends to take our money where they already changed the currency of our money for us.. Went to Jco and bought Mango Smoothies. Then took angkot to Sarijadi Baru. About 8 we were heading to Jatinangor where I'll be staying for the rest of week there..

On Friday we didn't go out much. Iwie bought us some nasi goreng from Dian near her kosan and for dinner we ate at Jatos (Jatinangor Town Square).. We ate mee ayam bakso at Es Teler. I really love to drink es teler although I hate the avocado. Went back to the kosan and I was online till late..

I woke up quiet late on Saturday morning. We should leave Jatinangor at 6 am but I took my shower at 6 am.Haha.. Baguih tol. Went to take Ibu (my aunt) at Sarijadi Baru and went straight to Jakarta!! I slept in the car and Iwie took my pic..haha. The first creature we met was Brownies. Brownies is Bunda's (my 2nd aunt) dog. I love him sho3 much because he's cery cute. I met Yangti (grandma) and also Mbak Angie,cousins..She just came back from studying in US. She's HOT. When all of Ibu's stuff were place inside the house, mama, Iwie and I went to Taman Mini 'Indonesia Indah' or TMII. I thought the park was similar with the one in Malaysia.. Erm at Air Keroh, Melaka.. But I was wrong, TOTALLY!!! The park was huge, very3 huge. It have every type of house of every ethnic in Indonesia. But I just went to Kabupaten Jambi, Palembang, Bali, Jogjakarta and another one I didn't remember la..Haha. But the most magnificent house was the one by the Palembang's people. I think it's not a house, it's a mansion. Because the finishing touch of the wood was by gold..yeah GOLD!! Rich people deserve that.. But if it were in Malaysia, you know what will happen to the house. It'll be rob by robbers of course.. Then we went to Citos to buy my fav bread.. It have chocolate n cheese inside it. we had our lunch at Secret Recipe. My sister and I ate Tom Yum Kung. We really love it. Headed back to Bunda's. My cousin came with his 4 months old pregnant wife named Hani. She is cute, I like her. We ate our dinner and went back to Jatinangor. But this time Yangti followed us, not to Jatinanngor, but to Sarijadi Baru. Later on, we went back to Iwie's room....

Sunday was just as tired as saturday.. I thought I can eat nasi kuning at paun (pasar unpad) but they change they venue that day...waaa so sad. When Iwie finished her game, she bought us fried rice from Dian. Later we went to Pasar Baru. We bought food (of course), some clothes and I bought batik sarung..haha. We went back to Jatinangor by Damri. When we arrived at Jatinangot, the rain was heavy and there were flood everywhere. Unluckily for Iwie, her flip flop got washed away by the flood but she managed to get it back..haha..

On Monday, I followed Mama and Yangti to Bandung. We went to the Post Office to collect Allahyarham Yangkong's pensiun..We went to Tabitha's, Ibu already book some loaf of bread. Mama said the bread is nice. But for me, it's just some typical bread. Huhu. The best part was when we went to Kartika Sari Jalan Dago.. Finally I can eat durian ice cream.. Yay!!! Although the price is just the same as Baskin Robbin's, but it was really3 delicious. Iwie was very jealous because for several times she went there bur the durian ice cream aren't available. For the whole trip I just think about Rizal. Not because I miss him so much. It was because the driver's voice is just the same as his. Haha what a coincidence.. Later after we sent Yangti to Ibu's house, we went to Jatinangor with Damri.

Tuesday and Wednesday were booriiiiiiiiiiiiiiing... Because I just stay at home doing nothing except surfing the net, watched some DVD, eat and sleep.. hm no wonder I gain some weight here. Haha. Mama already went back to Malaysia on Wednesday morning.. BOSAN..bosan..BOSAN..bosan..aish~

On Thursday, Iwie and I went to Bandung with Damri. She need to go to Hasan Salikin Hospital first because her lecturer asked she and her classmate/batchmate to go there. She said they went to the blood laboratory where they do whatever stuff with the blood. From the hospital, I went alone to Ibu's house while waiting Iwie finish her so-called-class.. It was my first time taking the angkot alone.. But I managed to arrive at Ibu's in one piece. Haha. I ate my breakfast and continue my sleep.ahaks. About 1130 Iwie arrive, but I still continue my sleep. About 1230 we went to Gramedia BIP. I bought some Indonesian novels and wrappers. Next, we went to a gift shop to buy a box for Iwie's bf,Man. Bla3. We went to Jalan Dago to buy Man's present. I bought a really cute PJ. Then we went back to Jatinangor after Iwie found a nice shirt for Man. In Jatinangor, we ate at KFC Jatos. Iwie ate spaghetti and I ate bento. Went back home with ojeg. Lepak-lepak with Iwie for the last night because my flight to Malaysia was on Friday afternoon.sobs3~`

Woke up quiet late..haha malas tol.. Pack whatever stuff left. Then I ride the cab alone to Bandara. Pak Supir used different road to Bandara but still we manage to arrive there. Luckily for me, my luggage just weight 13.56kg... The lightest luggage I brought home from Indonesia in my history. wahkahkah. Unluckily for a couple in front of me was because they need to pay 560k for their extra luggage..kesian~ Like usual, Air Asia flight always, i repeat ALWAYS get delayed. I reached LCCT around 430 pm and go straight to KL Central via Air Asia bus. At first I thought I want to take a train back to Tg. Malim but I was so tired and I asked my Mum to pick me up at KL Central instead. Around 1030 pm we arrived safely at Tg. Malim..